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United States
Current Residence: Menifee
Favourite genre of music: Jpop
Favourite style of art: Manga
Operating System: Heart
MP3 player of choice: Computer
Shell of choice: Sea
Wallpaper of choice: Varies, Hero, Romance, or sexyness
Skin of choice: Mine or feeling my lover's
Favourite cartoon character: Niishino from Ichigo 100%
Personal Quote: You have to be stupid to believe in ideals...Crap, just called myself stupid.
There are times I wonder where my path is leading me. The last time I had a goal I fell. That path had fallen from me without my understanding of it. Even now I'm doing good job and school wise. I go out into the world with a mask over my face. But I still feel powerless, because the one goal, the one thing I wanted most was taken, vanished, without me being able to do anything about it. Will I find it again... somewhere else. I don't know. I feel like I'm in the middle of the sidewalk and all I can see is reflected in the light of the streetlamp above me. I'm lost and don't know where to go other then to keep walking. All my friends left my side and my one love went to join another. What is there to do at this point other then to keep on walking and hope that I can spot that flicker of hope in the night. For some this is probably easy to see through. Or it may just pass right over their heads.

I'm not a warrior, I'm not a scholar, I have no talent, I'm left in the dark. I'm just a lonely wonderer trying to find my way. When all I ask for is for someone to be there, by my side. So we can brighten up our paths and see our own goals. Not seperate but together.

Took a walk under the stars tonight, thinking about all this. I thought maybe it should be written down. I wish I could write what I truely want to say but the weight of my words obviously mean nothing to others. I can find people I can trust in a fashion but I do not have anyone to depend on. The cross I wear is heavy. And at times drags. I wish I could be like some people, where I can turn everything off and just go on autopilot.

I'm lost and broken. But I still drag on. Always wondering where my hope and salvation is. It has been stolen from me once. I never want that to happen again. I've seen people where it has failed them time and again and I don't know if I have the strength to be like that. I need someone with the strength to hold me up, catch all my tears, listen to all I say, wash away my sorrow, and brighten my day. I hope that because that person is there I can do all the same for them. As I have done momentarily for others. I'm done with momentarily. Life is too momentarily.

I could go on and on but I honestly should stop this log. I just needed to get it out. Because I need help to let others go and only able to wish them happiness though I can see that they like me will trip, stumble, and fall.
  • Listening to: RPG music from Sakari Infinity
  • Reading: This Page
  • Watching: Last Samurai
  • Playing: WoW
  • Eating: at myself
  • Drinking: pepsi


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KayPikeFashion Featured By Owner May 3, 2013  Professional Artist
lionkingnala Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2011  Student Digital Artist

I was wondeing what does Furzball look like? (the wolf pup)
Pyis Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2011
Thank you for the watch.
Netdog Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2009  Professional Traditional Artist
thank you so much for the fav:+fav:
LiluSkitten Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2009  Student Digital Artist
thanks for the fav!

LovelyDagger Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for the :+fav:~
carvingbackbone Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2008  Student General Artist
thank you so dearly for the faves (sry for the delay; i've been away for two months)
ElIncantum Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2008
thanks for the :+fav: !
x-PenDragon Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2008
'Sup Furzball?

Hows Maine?

...Neno says "Hi"

or rather, he squeaks and squees and I'm trying to interpret it. ...Or he just pissed on something sacred. either way....
questionablemushroom Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2007   Photographer
~green-tea-galis out of service at the moment. I finally got my computer fixed last night (YAY!) so I'm playing catch up with everything. i have to fine tune all of my computer preferences all over again... ugh its taken about four hours total so far and I am still finding things that I have forgotten. I will start scanning some of the stuff I made (which isn't a lot) in the next week or so depending on my work (which keeps me eternally busy even when I'm not on duty) I will be doing storyboards for a cinema major friend of mine. perhaps if they are any good, I'll load some of them too.
talk to ya when i can
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